" Human Wishes "
If human longing were a color, it wouldn’t be the green of forests. It would be streaks of vermilion against a crisp winter sky, an egg bursting from the lining of the uterus, a bloody stain in white cotton. Meanwhile, up above— angels are making love. Hawks soar effortlessly, despite the patter of rain feeding the earth. One night, while brushing her hair, a woman says to her husband “Truth is, I am sad because you cannot fill this emptiness I feel.” He, having no response, removes his trousers, folds them and goes to bed where he stares into darkness. If human longing were a smell, it would be the earth after a soaking, dead leaves filled with engorged worms. It would be marigolds in a clear pitcher sitting on a windowsill in the sun. Meanwhile— stars console us with unwavering light. The moon grins having seen it all. If human longing were a touch, it would be the soft spot on a baby’s head, the down of hair that covers the skin, the resilient skull. A leaf on the tallest branch releases itself, skitters through wind and rain, loses itself to the sky. © 2004 Laurie Byro
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